We are in the final stages of waiting. Within 2-weeks, we will meet our newest addition, and we could not be more excited. Jesse is excited. Ryleigh is excited. And I'm super excited. Last night I had my first real baby dream about our boy. I dreamt about the labor and delivery (which did not look at all like my real-life birth plans) and saw his sweet little face. Again, it was clearly not a real scenario, because he was bald as can be in my dream, and we already know he will have a head full of hair. The final kicker was when he immediately starting cooing and "talking" after birth, saying "my daddy." Haha. I do not foresee that happening in the delivery room... Needless to say, I woke up this morning very excited to truly look into the face of my son. I cannot wait to nestle his little cheek against mine and stroke his back. I want to know if he will have the short/stout build of his mommy and daddy, or if he will be tall and skinny like his big sister. I know time will tell, but man, time is crawling.
A couple of my co-workers took me to lunch this week and gave me a mini-baby shower, with cute little blue clothes, bibs, washcloths, pacifiers, and $$ to "get whatever else I need." It was such a sweet gesture. and meant a lot to me. After many weeks of research, I used the money to order a navy Moby wrap.
I'm excited to try it out, as it primarily has great reviews. I'm sure it will take some practice learning how to wrap the thing correctly around me and feel safe with the baby, but I'm hopeful that once we both get comfortable with the logistics, we will love the freedom and flexibility it brings. I still have my Baby B'Jorn we used with Ryleigh, and I'm sure we will use it later, once he is bigger and has more head control.This week brought with it another doctor visit. Things still look good, and it appears we are progressing! I am now up 12 pounds total, and the belly seems to have "dropped" even further in my pelvis. (I had kind of assumed that, since my weird pelvic pain has increased again.) When the doctor checked me, I was "almost" 2-cm dilated and 80% effaced. She was very pleased about that, saying we will have absolutely no problem inducing the last week of September...if I make it that far. She did not end up stripping my membranes, but we will try that at next week's appointment and see if it can bring on labor naturally.
Lastly, more pictures. I have been very frustrated lately, feeling big as a house. Every night I stand in front of the mirror and complain about my huge belly. The other night, we had some nice weather so I had taken Ryleigh for a walk. Jesse made a comment about how my "outfit" (tank top and shorts) did not make me look pregnant at all from the back. I have heard this from several people, but its hard to believe when I don't see the back...I only see the massive front! So, Jesse went and got my camera and had me pose for 3 views, so I could "see myself" from behind.
In case you ever wanted to check out my saggy butt... haha. But truly, you cant see the belly in this picture! Nice!


